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Buck naked in a council car park

This is Hartlepool’s sculpture of a hart, the male red deer after which the town is named, located in the town’s Marina car park. I’m afraid I’ve no-eyed deer who the sculptor might have been: they’re effectively fawnonymous.

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‘Passing’ by Nella Larsen

I read this short 1929 novel—part of Penguin’s Little Clothbound Classics series—without knowing much about it, and found myself unexpectedly absorbed. It’s a book about identity, race, belonging and friendship, and introduced me to an element of African-American history I’d previously encountered only in passing, if you’ll forgive the pun. That element is the act of ‘passing’: light-skinned Black Americans presenting themselves as white to escape racial discrimination. Larsen’s novel examines this through the lens of two women—old school friends who meet again in adulthood—and the complex tangle of their re-entwined lives.

One of them, Clare, is married to a white man who is not just unaware of her racial background, but has deeply racist views about black people. I found her frustrating, in a way that I think Larsen intends: charming and careless, drawn like a moth to the flame of the life she left behind. The other woman, Irene, is more cautious and conflicted, and it was her perspective I found easier to connect with. Though Clare’s choices drive the plot, Irene’s perspective provides the emotional and moral centre of the novel—and much of its ambiguity.

There weren’t any specific scenes that hit with particular emotional force, but the whole novel simmers with social commentary. Larsen is writing about race and class and gender, yes—but also about the slow erosion of friendship, and the way that polite social obligation can keep us bound to people long after it does either party much good. That element felt as contemporary as anything I’ve read recently. The writing didn’t feel dated to me at all: crisp, readable, quietly biting.

I read the whole thing in a couple of sittings, and then—somewhat hilariously—left it behind in a Wetherspoons, hence Penguin’s stock photo at the top of this post. A clothbound novel about the fraught tension between outward appearances and private truth, abandoned on a sticky table in a noisy pub. There’s probably a metaphor in there somewhere.

The ending, famously ambiguous, worked for me. I enjoy novels that leave space for the reader to reflect and interpret rather than spelling everything out. And this one leaves plenty of space—moral, emotional, and otherwise. I can see why Passing has become a modern classic. I’m glad to have finally met it.

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‘The Bookshop’ by Penelope Fitzgerald

This 1978 Booker-shortlisted book felt, to me, like an iron fist in a velvet glove. It’s a quiet, precise, wry, gently melancholic novel. Yet by the end it’s delivered a firm and painful blow about human nature and social power. It’s a novel that reminds us that kindness and good intentions don’t always get results. Life isn’t fair. And sometimes, those who seem most benign can be quietly, ruthlessly cruel—particularly if they wield the power of the establishment.

Set in a 1959 Suffolk seaside town, The Bookshop follows Florence Green, a kindly, determined widow who decides to open a bookshop in the damp and dilapidated Old House. Her idea is simple and well-intentioned, and Fitzgerald’s portrait of Florence is deeply sympathetic: she’s someone who wants to help, to contribute, to do something positive for the community. The community does not react with unalloyed gratitude.

What follows is a study in soft conflict. No one screams or throws punches. Instead, there’s a slow unfurling of resistance: polite evasions, petty slights, weaponised rules. It’s a novel about how power is exercised quietly in small towns: not through dramatic showdowns, but through frostiness, formality, and who sits on which board.

The writing is beautiful—precise, readable, laced with dry wit. The tone is so gentle, so lightly tragicomic, that you barely notice the tension building until it’s far too late. The ordinary melancholy of the setting—the creaky building, the indifferent weather, the vague discontent of a sleepy town—becomes the perfect backdrop to a story about how change is resisted and generosity punished.

This was my first Penelope Fitzgerald novel, and I suspect it won’t be my last. She shows how the smallest gestures can carry the weight of whole histories—and how, sometimes, a tiny novel can leave a disproportionately large bruise.

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On assisted dying

On Friday, the third reading of the Terminally Ill Adults (End of Life) Bill was passed in the House of Commons.


Assisted dying should, obviously, be legal. Ending one’s own life is not illegal, so it is bizarre that assisted dying is. This isn’t a restriction on death—it’s a restriction on autonomy. It prevents people who require assistance from doing something they are legally entitled to do. That is, to me, quite obviously wrong.

In a civilised society, we ought to strive to make legal activities accessible to all. We ought not to prevent disabled people from doing things the rest of us can.

Of course there need to be safeguards by the bucketload to prevent abuse—just as in myriad other areas where vulnerable people need assistance. But our starting point should always have been that we support those who, through disability or infirmity, are unable to carry out legal activities the rest of us can access.

It is morally reprehensible to hold people to a different legal standard on the basis of physical capacity.


The bill now moves to the House of Lords, where the Lords Spiritual will have their say: the 24 bishops appointed to our legislature by the Church of England. It is absurd that we have an upper house with more church-appointed clerics than doctors. It is unjustifiable that there are more bishops of a minority religion in the Lords than people under the age of 45.

In a secular, multicultural society, it is ethically indefensible to distort the debate by handing structural power over scrutiny of this legislation to a narrow theological bloc. Ethics and theology are not the same thing—especially in a society as plural as ours. We ought not pretend that a group which only began admitting women in the last decade has any kind of ethical authority relevant to the modern world.

Look: we’re handing 24 unelected bishops an automatic vote on how we die. Tell me your legislature’s a basket case without telling me your legislature’s a basket case.


And yet: bishops having a say makes more sense than assisted dying being framed as a medical issue. It’s not, it never should have been, and no one benefits from pretending otherwise.

Death is a spiritual, familial, social and, for some, religious event. It’s only the bizarre and persistent myth that death is a kind of medical failure that has pushed it out of sight and, all too often, into hospitals. Decisions about death ought not to be based on clinical prognostications—they are moral and existential choices.

Of course, doctors have a role. But that doesn’t make death a medical issue any more than it makes flying a plane a medical issue. A medical opinion may inform whether someone is fit to be in the cockpit, but a million other factors decide when and where the plane is headed.

Death is natural and expected. It comes to us all and concerns us all. It is one of the few unavoidable truths that touches and unites every human being on the planet. The idea that doctors are uniquely significant gatekeepers to end-of-life decisions is misguided and offensive—and I say that as a doctor.


Of course assisted dying should be legal. But I’m not nearly smart enough to know how it should work, or how to implement sufficient safeguards to prevent abuse. I do know I wouldn’t ask bishops or doctors—just as I wouldn’t ask them to design systems to safeguard against abuse in financial transactions, legal dealings, or any other domain where care and access must be balanced. I would look to other countries who seem to have made more sound progress with these issues.


Of course assisted dying should be legal. And I hope there are people smarter than me who can make it work.


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The news is airing lies

In The Atlantic this week, Casey Newton writes:

One hallmark of our current moment is that when an event happens, there is little collective agreement on even basic facts. This, despite there being more documentary evidence than ever before in history: Information is abundant, yet consensus is elusive.

He’s referring to the USA. I don’t think we’re quite that far down this dark road in the UK yet, but it’s clear we’ve taken the same turning.

Lately, I’ve been increasingly irritated by the willingness of the news—and, it must be said, especially television news—to broadcast liars lying. You may mutter “’twas ever thus”, but I’m afraid I must disagree. Over the past six months, it has got considerably worse.

Tune into BBC News or Sky News—or any of their UK competitors—on most evenings, and you’ll see them take prolonged live coverage of Donald Trump. Inevitably, because it is what he does, Trump will lie during those segments. Not misleading spin. Not reasonable interpretations of contested facts. Lies. Simple, plain, incontrovertible falsehoods: that the January 6 rioters had no guns; that Ukraine started the war with Russia; that the US is the only country with birthright citizenship; that he coined the word “caravan”; that Canada prohibits US banks; that he had invaded Los Angeles.

These statements air uncontested. There is rarely even an acknowledgment that they may be disputed. They are simply allowed to play out. It is literally the case that Sky News has repeatedly broadcast someone stating—as uncontested fact—that the 2020 election was rigged. That is not journalism, and it is not acceptable. There should be a reasonable expectation that things broadcast on news programmes ought to be true.

But the problem is deeper than that. Watching the BBC’s coverage of the local elections last month, I think I was even more tired than Laura Kuenssberg was of her lengthy, pre-written ‘fact check’ every time someone mentioned the financial ‘black hole’. The point—as we’ve seen time and again—is that allowing people to repeat the lie lodges it in people’s minds, regardless of the correction. So, even when there is a correction, it’s often ineffective.

We in the UK ought to be insulated against a failure to agree on basic facts because of the existence of the BBC: an unbiased source of quality journalism; a publicly funded bastion of information, education, and entertainment.

And yet: our population believes that 21% of the country is Muslim (the real figure is 6%); that 51% of wealth is held by the richest 1% (the real figure is 21%); that more than a quarter of the population was born abroad (the real figure is 14%).

The BBC is operating on assumptions that no longer hold true. The idea that we allow politicians and others the freedom to speak on air is grounded in an old-fashioned idea of the “gentleman politician” whose statements are tethered to reality. That is no longer the world we live in. We need a different approach.

So, here’s a proposal: let’s make the BBC a bastion of factfulness. Make it responsible for improving the population’s understanding of the basic facts about life in the UK. Allow it to pursue that goal in whatever way it chooses—I’m no broadcast expert—but judge it on an independently measured outcome.

This would be good not just for the population, but for the BBC, too. We can stop arguing about whether the BBC should show programmes individuals personally dislike, because we can accept that to educate, it must reach. For the same reason, we can stop arguing about it branching out onto social media platforms. But it would also suddenly behoove the BBC not to mislead: to preserve the integrity of its airwaves, not try to backpedal after broadcasting lies, and certainly not allow lies to be aired unchecked.

This ought not to stifle public debate. I’m not suggesting that the BBC start policing the ‘truth’ of genuinely controversial ideas. I am, however, suggesting that we need to understand those competing visions in relation to a basic, agreed set of facts—and that we can test the audience’s understanding of those facts.

Of course, the reflexive rebuttal is: “but whose facts?” This is solvable: we’ve done it many times over, reaching consensus—however peculiar—on the content of the citizenship syllabus, for example. Once the ‘syllabus’ is agreed, measuring it is straightforward enough through population sampling.

And yes, the libertarian in me does find it a little dystopian to suggest that we should have a publicly funded organisation telling us what to believe… but it already exists, and we already assign it that role—we just don’t judge it by its outcomes, but rather bizarrely by its reach.

It’s clearly desirable that people understand the basic facts about the world they live in. We already cite the BBC as our greatest asset in achieving that outcome. So why not hold it to that promise—and make it the goal?


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‘Perfection’ by Vincenzo Latronico

The first chapter of the Sophie Hughes translation of this book refers to

a black metal side table with past issues of Monocle and The New Yorker stacked beside a brass candleholder

I read this book, a birthday present from a friend, while sitting beside a black metal side table with past issues of Monocle and The New Yorker stacked beside a refillable glass jar candle. I felt seen.

Latronico’s slim novel is a sharp and quietly devastating satire of modern millennial life: the digital nomad, the curated flat white, the performative relocation to Lisbon, and the self-congratulatory minimalism of the internationally mobile. The prose is clean and deliberate, and the tone is coolly distant: we’re watching a couple build their life (or their content?) through the lens of aesthetic choices and geo-tagged escapism.

I read it in a single sitting and found it enormously enjoyable. It felt very much grounded in the present, a 2020s blend of irony, yearning, and careful lighting. Latronico skewers the way social media distorts not just the image we present, but the choices we make: what we eat, where we live, how we frame our success. The characters are less people than case studies, which feels exactly right. The distance allows room for commentary.

I particularly enjoyed this observation:

Differences of opinion that, online, were expressed in sarcastic retorts and subtweets would feel far less extreme in person. Somehow, value systems that seemed completely incompatible on social feeds could find a middle ground around a table at a café.

This is a novel about what we trade away in the pursuit of beauty and belonging. The aesthetic lives described here are not soothing; they’re brittle, polished to the point of falseness. Reading Perfection made me think of We Had to Remove This Post by Hanna Bervoets. Her book is very different in tone and setting, but is another short novel that explores the corrosive influence of online life on human connection.

If you’ve ever gasped as someone carefully crops a selfie to make their life look a little more like an ideal—only to see the flat sadness return the moment the camera’s away—this one’s for you.

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Linebreaks and wavebreaks

In medical school, Wendy and I were lectured by a paediatrician with a unique approach to slide design: he would very often use an inappropriately large font size, causing words to break across lines. Seeing the way ‘Hartlepool’ was written on the back of this boat gave me a little chuckle, borne of that shared memory.

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‘Fire’ by John Boyne

The third instalment of John Boyne’s Elements quartet, Fire, brings us the story of Freya, a character who played a minor role in Earth, now centre stage in a short novel that feels both more dramatic and more heightened than the previous two entries in the series—Water and Earth—both great. This isn’t a book grounded in gritty realism so much as one that leans into the operatic tone that Boyne often favours. And that’s not a complaint.

Freya is a plastic surgeon who treats burns victims. She also has a traumatic childhood and some very dark secrets in her adult life—though perhaps ‘secrets’ is too gentle a word for what unfolds. I didn’t find her especially believable as a character: she seemed more like a caricature of a cold-hearted young female surgeon than a person I could imagine meeting in the real world. If she was meant to be morally ambiguous, then that nuance didn’t land for me.

That might sound like a deal-breaker, but oddly, it wasn’t. Boyne’s writing is so propulsive and absorbing that I found myself tearing through the book regardless. It fits so neatly into the world established in Water and Earth that I didn’t mind the unreality of it.

The other two books felt like realistic explorations of the long-term effects of abuse; Fire felt like an exploration of that same topic, albeit filtered—at times—through Hollywood rather than reality.

I particularly enjoyed that characters from both earlier books turn up, which gives the whole project a pleasingly cohesive feel. It really feels like one novel in four parts, rather than four loosely connected short stories.

One character who stood out to me was Aaron, a medical student undertaking a three-month elective under Freya’s supervision. Unlike Freya, Aaron felt like a believable and relatable character. Despite Freya’s coldness and occasional cruelty, Aaron remains diligent and focused on his patients. His resilience and empathy provided a grounding presence in the narrative, and I ended up more invested in his journey than Freya’s. Interestingly, Aaron is set to be the protagonist of Air, the final book in the series, which has only heightened my anticipation.

Freya’s medical work, especially her treatment of burns patients, takes a backseat to the drama. It didn’t add much psychological depth, nor did it feel especially explored, though this may simply be a limitation of the novel’s short form. I found myself wondering whether readers outside of medicine might see more virtue in her profession and read that as a redeeming aspect of her character, which might have made this feel more real and less Hollywood: a bit of moral ambiguity goes a long way to creating a sense of reality.

I enjoyed Fire every bit as much as the earlier books, if not more, and I’m very much looking forward to seeing how Air brings everything together.

Boyne’s quartet is turning out to be a rather interesting experiment. He’s always been a writer more interested in character than plausibility, and the emotional through-lines of these books—abuse, identity, the gap between surface and reality—feel increasingly well-woven. I’ll be fascinated to see where it all lands.

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Pride and prejudice

There’s a publication—I need not give them any more publicity by mentioning the name—that has billboards up at the moment bearing this slogan:

Since when did pride in your country become prejudice?

There are lots of definitions of pride: from morning mist to a group of lions, and from personal dignity to the height at which a falcon flies. But the billboard is clearly nodding toward the definition in Austen’s novel, so let’s answer the question on those terms.

In the novel, and particularly in Darcy, Austen draws a distinction between ‘sinful’ pride and ‘dignified’ pride. The former is a sense of arrogance and superiority—the kind of pride in wealth and social status that allows him to dismiss Elizabeth as ‘not handsome enough’ and give him the moral authority to ‘condescend’ to love her. This is pride as prejudice. As the Oxford English Dictionary would have it, ‘an excessively high opinion of one’s own worth or importance, which gives rise to an attitude of superiority over others.’ Not for nothing is it the first of the medieval deadly sins.

By the end of the novel, Darcy has learned some humility: his pride has become ‘dignified’. His pride is grounded in recognising his own innate self-worth and self-respect in a way that is shaped by moral insight, not social superiority. This is pride without prejudice, a recognition that one’s own personal dignity need not denigrate the worth of others. Or, as the Oxford English Dictionary puts it, ‘self-respect; self-esteem of a legitimate or healthy kind or degree.’

At heart, it’s a distinction between sinful, comparative pride—rooted in a sense of superiority over others—and dignified, inward pride, grounded in one’s moral character.

Since a ‘country’ is, by definition, built on borders—on who is ‘in’ and who is ‘out’, on who counts as ‘citizen’ and who as ‘foreigner’—’pride in one’s country’ almost always carries an undertone of superiority. It is a prejudice: a pre-judgement that one’s own country is better than others. Compare the tone of most national pride rallies with most gay pride events—one is about exclusion, the other inclusion. One is about prejudice, the other personal dignity.

So, the answer to the exam question is that pride has been interwoven with prejudice for as long as the word has been around. The earliest dated example in the OED is from 1200 CE, so we can confidently answer the question: ‘longer than you think.’

The central message of Austen’s novel is that pride and prejudice are interwoven in ways that don’t serve people well. It takes a special kind of irony to reference Pride and Prejudice while proving its thesis in real time. But then, manufacturers of dog whistles tend to favour volume over clarity… as, perhaps, does the advertised publication.


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‘The Mussel Feast’ by Birgit Vanderbeke

This is a short, sharp little book, often taught in schools in Germany, but which I read in Jamie Bulloch’s English translation.

I read it in a couple of days, though I think it would have been better approached in a single sitting. It’s a single, breathless, unbroken monologue delivered by the daughter of a family, whose mother is preparing a mussel dinner to welcome home their father. It’s a claustrophobic and propulsive read. I just wanted to keep going, partly to escape the suffocating domestic atmosphere and partly to find out where on earth it’s all heading. It’s a quietly brilliant piece of narrative control.

Originally published in 1990, the novella has often been described as a veiled allegory of political tyranny, with the father figure as a stand-in for the East German state, or authoritarianism more broadly. But for me, with a less-than-perfect grasp of German history and reading it in the present cultural moment, I was struck more by how contemporary it feels as a portrait of toxic masculinity within a domestic setting. Less regime, more patriarchy.

The father dominates the entire book through sheer force of absence. And yet it’s the daughter’s voice, childlike and unreliable, that gives the story its emotional weight. There’s a touch of humour throughout, with little turns of phrase, slightly skewed logic, a child’s earnest interpretation of adult dynamics. It lightens what is, in essence, quite a dark and disturbing tale — yet that levity makes the darkness more acute. Is this all as grim as it seems, or is it the impression of a child with a flair for drama?

I felt a good deal of sympathy for the narrator. Her unreliability made her more relatable. I wanted to protect her, seeing what she can’t. That dynamic gives the novella an oddly tender quality, even as the plot edges ever closer to its strangely satisfying conclusion.

It’s not a book I expect to return to, but I’m glad I read it. I’d recommend it as a short palate cleanser, something to read in an afternoon that will stick in the mind longer than you expect. A neat little curiosity, with much more going on under the surface than first appears.

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